I knew I'd chicken out

My iPaq just showed me that today's the dateline to submit to the Aphrodite's Unlaced writing contest, Sexual Healing. Not that I'd thought about participating. Okay, I'm lying. I did think about submitting a short story, although I didn't have the faintest idea of what to write about. And I wasn't going to submit it to be critiqued in my critique loops either. I just wanted to submit something - anything - even if it got rejected. But I kept putting it off. I knew that in the long run I'd chicken out of this contest too.