Today's card: Devil

When the Devil card appears it usually shows that you are not in control of your life, sometimes as a result of your own actions, but more often as a byproduct of inaction. This loss of control often leads to loss of hope, and a lack of faith in your own abilities. This card says it all. This is how I feel right now. I've not written anything since January, when the idea for SOI came up. Not a single thread of inspiration. I must admit that my doubts on my ability to write has wormed into my brain. And all this inactivity has just lent itself to add to it. I know I'm to blame for that one. I should have pushed myself somehow. But if it feels good not having to worry about plotting and developing characters.